everything | colored | irridiscent
the world to me
looks like light through
stained glass panels
but all it sees in me are
my cold shaded eyes
and feels only my
cold hollow heart
not knowing
how much i am
in love with it
and admiring it
from the center
of my room
[11:33 PM] i broke her heart last night. i know it has been the most abominable things i can do, but it was necessary. she will not talk to me i'm sure.
but i wish, that someday she will. i missed us talking. that's what we lost when she became my girlfriend.
i don't want to lose her. maybe it needs a little time away. hopefully, not forever.
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